Angels in my Life
Since my childhood at the age of 2 1/2, I have had a deep connection with angels. This connection became even more apparent after a near-death experience I had as a child. I was found tangled up in a plastic curtain and my crib, unconscious and blue. My mother ran for help, leaving me alone for at least 15 minutes. During that time, I had an encounter with angels that solidified my belief in their presence.
Throughout my life, I have always felt the angels around me and trusted their guidance. When I was around five years old, I started having recurring dreams where angels would come and place their hands on my shoulders, delivering messages to me. However, upon waking up, I would always feel a sense of disappointment that they were no longer there.
As a psychic medium, I have developed a strong and beautiful relationship with a higher vibration of angels. I have always sought to connect with the highest and best energies in my work. Initially, I focused on communicating with spirits of those who have passed, but over time, my connection has shifted towards working with the angelic realm.
These angelic beings, whom I refer to as the angelic realm, operate under the Law of Free Will. I am only able to make contact with them through my specific requests, meditations and prayers. However, I have always felt their watchful presence, guiding and protecting me. I have had experiences where they have stepped in and actually saved a life through their guidance and my assistance.
To communicate the messages from the angels, I have been using my artwork as a medium. The angels bring metaphoric paintings during my readings, allowing their energy to continue resonating with my clients even after they have left. Metaphors have a unique way of inviting us to delve deeper and establish a profound relationship with the energy behind the message. I call these spirit paintings and I have done hundreds now for clients. They always bring the most loving messages, sometimes ones that might have been harder to get to, those things that we protect deeply in our subconscious from childhood or even past lives. But their tender approach always assists in releasing the old, out molded energy and bring the LOVE.
Until recently, my professional artwork, my oil, drawing and watercolor work ( like on my art page here on my website)) mainly focused on observing and depicting the external world around me. I learned to paint and draw by studying the things I love. However, there came a period when I couldn't create anything recently. I would sit in my studio, staring at a blank piece of paper, feeling completely stuck. Eventually, after three full weeks, in one incredible burst of energy, a painting called "Prayer" emerged. This painting holds a special place in my heart because it was a representation of painting from the inside out. It made me realize that I had learned to control the paint to capture external beauty, but now I could access and express the depths of my own being.
My current goal is to integrate all aspects of myself and all my expressions into something that can positively impact the people around me and help them understand the world in a better, more loving way. The painting titled "Prayer" reflects vulnerability when I look at it, but it also reveals multiple realms and an uplifting energy that constantly reaches for a higher vibration. It also shows the struggle and the release of energy that is available to all of us. It is abstract, which allow the viewer to also bring their own interpretation. It is through my prayers, I reach out to the angels and their loving energy, seeking guidance and support.
I hope that sharing my experiences has provided you with a deeper understanding of my connection with angels and how it influences my artwork. Thank you for taking the time to listen.